Trying to Figure Out What My Life is About

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Me, Myself, and I

I've finally settled into my apartment, and in my job actually. Well, for now. I guess as soon as I move onto the floor, I can say that I'm REALY settled. That will be in two weeks. I already got my new schedule, so that's good. Today while watching Sex and the City on DVD, I realized as I sat and looked around my apartment, that I'm the only one here. I've been the only one here for days. Life has been very different since I moved out my house. Since I left, my younger sister has moved to VA and my twin is still home. I didn't realize how much company they were to me, until a few days ago. I haven't told anyone, but I've been feeling very lonely lately. So lonely that I've been cleaning when I get off from work, running errands, and keeping busy by myself. I love being independent, don't get me wrong, but I'm also a people person. I love being surrounded by people and it's been very different not being able to do that in my free time. I guess that's why I've been inviting so many people to come hang out or over for dinner. But I'm in the real world now, and this is what life is all about. I think I'm adapting pretty well so far, don't you think?

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